A true Soldier

Hey everybody. During Mr. Kitrell's last message on Wed. night, God really spoke to my heart about being a true Soldier for Him. I realized that I have been the type of person that's just "going through the motions." I've acted like I'm having a close relationship with God and like I'm staying faithful in my devotions. I'm writing this to apologize to everyone how... how fake I've been acting. Truthfully, I've been REALLY struggling with my dev. life, and I don't have that close of a relationship with God, but I want to have that relationship in the worst way!I feel like Satan's just telling me like, "Just give up Zach, you haven't been the Christian you should be. Just forget about it." I feel so far away from God right now,and I hate it! I just wanted to apologize to you guys, and if you could just pray that I will be a true Soldier for Christ! You guys are the best EVER!!!!! I'm praying for you guys!

Saved by the precious blood of Christ,

Zach